Friday, 29 January 2010

My Last Cry

I can't sleep
Everything I said is a lie
I lied to myself
That I don't care for you,
And now I am dying in this hell
Just trying to remember,
A person so close to my heart
And yet I kept her away from my life,
You are my sweetheart, my darling, my love.

I can't imagine a day's strive,
Without your childish heart and face,
As innicent as a flower
I showed you no emotions,
Afraid I was if it turned out bad
But today I can give you my heart,
And I am at heart's peace
When you tell me that you love me.

But today my eyes are crimson with blood
Yes, thats the pain I bear,
In seperating myself from your heart
But you know that's life.
The one you want, dosen't want you
I know by the blood I am shedding for you
I'll never be able to completely forget you,
When you come back I won't be here
Cause if I stay, I'll not be able to go away.

I don't know what's the most precious thing in your life
But for meits waking up beside you,
To watch the sunrise on your face
And that's when I wish I could say I love you.

How can I go away?
When the only one I adore,
The only one I am livng for
Girl, It is none but you!
But you are not destined to be mine
Someone else with whom you'll spend your life
I knew it then
I knew it now
But I can tell you something:
In this life I came with a heart
But i'll leave with a broken half.
And that's where it pains, since
The other half is left with you
And whenever you will remember me
Look at this broken heart I leave wiht you.

Girl, if you are reading this letter of mine
Then you will have tears in your eyes!
This is more than I wanted to say
I am sorry, I could not stop myself,
I am sorry darling
Forgive me, please will you ever?