Some scribblings

I'm tired of being sorry...

I don't know why
You want to follow me tonight
When in the rest of the world
With you whom I've crossed and I've quarreled
Let's me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

Eighth and Ocean Drive
With all the vampires and their brides
We're all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away - so outer space
I've trashed myself - I've lost my way
I've got to get to you got to get to you

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon
Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon.

My LAst words

Every new sunrise brings me another new day
Another 24 hours of longings, desire and loneliness
With the only word in mt\y soul, "I love You"


About me, I know very less
About you, I know even lesser
A time was there when we were near, close...
I was happy, Days were fine...

But I kept you away
I was in search of a new possibility
But now I know, I as mistaken
And so, I am dying in this hell
Trying to find you in my vision

My lips wait for yours
My hands wait for yours
My eyes wait for yours
and dear, I wait for you...

But, I know, you are not going to be mine any more
Even, I don't know, whether I am in your mind still
But, I know I love you
I am yours and will always be yours
Now, I realise, "When you get a bouquet of flowers, you care for none
                         But, after two days, You miss then at the bin
                         From where thye are never going to return

Your love was something like that, I got a lot at a time
But I never realised what it meant for you, what it meant for me...

But now, I am very sure,
I am yours, I love you
I know, it was me, who made you apart
             it was me who made you weep

But now, I repent for all I did...
Now I realise, I even do not deserv forgiveth...

I know, in this world, I came with a heart
But will leave with only a half
As the other half is only for you
Now my eyes are crimson with blood,

Yes girl, this is the pain i bear

I today know, what I expect from you today
Is far beyond what i deserve

I don't know, where you are now
And so, if you are reading this letter of mine,
Forgive me please.....

Will you ever?

My words

To others, you maybe just a girl, or just a good friend
But to me, you are my life...
Once, we were near, You were someone close to me
But times made us apart...
I don't know what you feel these days
Whether I am still there in you or not
But I still cherish those days in an effort to make life happier...
I go back time in dreams to those happy moments...

Maybe falling in love was not my intention
Maybe that was just a mistake of destiny
But now you have become my life

The smile that peeps in my eyes always
The lips that my lips wait for
The presence I longed for all my life
The touch that makes me cry, but thats of joy

I miss you... I love you...

At times, I tried to forget you
'cause I was unable to bear the solitude
At times i tried to start my life afresh, with someone new...
At times, I tried to forget my past
But soon I recognized my mistake
I couldn't forget my dreams
I couldn't betray my blood
You are in my blood dear, You are in my soul...

And now, I am sure
I am mistaken no more
I am yours
I am made for you
I can't bear this solitude any more
Please come to me dear...

I don't know whether I expected more than I deserve
If so, I am sorry
Forgive me dear, will you ever?

Love

Today I saw what love is,
what it means to love somebody-
Its unconditional.
It lifts you off the ground,
Now you're flying,
Your dreams are realised.
The world is a bright and happy place.
Hepl, if I need it, is on its way.
The world is a better place.
And because you've changed it.
You need it... Love.
You take life as it comes.
Time, there's no such thing like it.
Where love is,
There is happiness.
Your heart is longing no more
'Cause your dreams are lived
And a guise has come.
Love is all there is-
Your purpose is fulfilled.

Remember me always

So many memories we have made together
As the years have slowly passed,
Tears may have been shed
But our laughter drowned them all out.
Sharing our deepest secrets
Till one in the morning at your house,
Talking forever about things
Until our words just ran out.

But now you must leave,
And I stay behind.
Who will i call
When i just need to talk?
Who will you lean on
When your problems lean you down?
Will you laugh at my jokes?
Who will make you smile?

I can't tell you the answers
To the questions I have.
But I want to know
I will always love you, my friend.
And when your heart is troubled,
I want you to think of me,
Remember the times of joy
We have shared,
And maybe it will make you smile...
And since you can't take me with you,
Take the memories we have made
And cherish them, As I always will.