My LAst words

Every new sunrise brings me another new day
Another 24 hours of longings, desire and loneliness
With the only word in mt\y soul, "I love You"


About me, I know very less
About you, I know even lesser
A time was there when we were near, close...
I was happy, Days were fine...

But I kept you away
I was in search of a new possibility
But now I know, I as mistaken
And so, I am dying in this hell
Trying to find you in my vision

My lips wait for yours
My hands wait for yours
My eyes wait for yours
and dear, I wait for you...

But, I know, you are not going to be mine any more
Even, I don't know, whether I am in your mind still
But, I know I love you
I am yours and will always be yours
Now, I realise, "When you get a bouquet of flowers, you care for none
                         But, after two days, You miss then at the bin
                         From where thye are never going to return

Your love was something like that, I got a lot at a time
But I never realised what it meant for you, what it meant for me...

But now, I am very sure,
I am yours, I love you
I know, it was me, who made you apart
             it was me who made you weep

But now, I repent for all I did...
Now I realise, I even do not deserv forgiveth...

I know, in this world, I came with a heart
But will leave with only a half
As the other half is only for you
Now my eyes are crimson with blood,

Yes girl, this is the pain i bear

I today know, what I expect from you today
Is far beyond what i deserve

I don't know, where you are now
And so, if you are reading this letter of mine,
Forgive me please.....

Will you ever?