Thursday, 24 June 2010

My LAst words

Every new sunrise brings me another new day
Another 24 hours of longings, desire and loneliness
With the only word in mt\y soul, "I love You"


About me, I know very less
About you, I know even lesser
A time was there when we were near, close...
I was happy, Days were fine...

But I kept you away
I was in search of a new possibility
But now I know, I as mistaken
And so, I am dying in this hell
Trying to find you in my vision

My lips wait for yours
My hands wait for yours
My eyes wait for yours
and dear, I wait for you...

But, I know, you are not going to be mine any more
Even, I don't know, whether I am in your mind still
But, I know I love you
I am yours and will always be yours
Now, I realise, "When you get a bouquet of flowers, you care for none
                         But, after two days, You miss then at the bin
                         From where thye are never going to return

Your love was something like that, I got a lot at a time
But I never realised what it meant for you, what it meant for me...

But now, I am very sure,
I am yours, I love you
I know, it was me, who made you apart
             it was me who made you weep

But now, I repent for all I did...
Now I realise, I even do not deserv forgiveth...

I know, in this world, I came with a heart
But will leave with only a half
As the other half is only for you
Now my eyes are crimson with blood,

Yes girl, this is the pain i bear

I today know, what I expect from you today
Is far beyond what i deserve

I don't know, where you are now
And so, if you are reading this letter of mine,
Forgive me please.....

Will you ever?

Sunday, 13 June 2010

My words

To others, you maybe just a girl, or just a good friend
But to me, you are my life...
Once, we were near, You were someone close to me
But times made us apart...
I don't know what you feel these days
Whether I am still there in you or not
But I still cherish those days in an effort to make life happier...
I go back time in dreams to those happy moments...

Maybe falling in love was not my intention
Maybe that was just a mistake of destiny
But now you have become my life

The smile that peeps in my eyes always
The lips that my lips wait for
The presence I longed for all my life
The touch that makes me cry, but thats of joy

I miss you... I love you...

At times, I tried to forget you
'cause I was unable to bear the solitude
At times i tried to start my life afresh, with someone new...
At times, I tried to forget my past
But soon I recognized my mistake
I couldn't forget my dreams
I couldn't betray my blood
You are in my blood dear, You are in my soul...

And now, I am sure
I am mistaken no more
I am yours
I am made for you
I can't bear this solitude any more
Please come to me dear...

I don't know whether I expected more than I deserve
If so, I am sorry
Forgive me dear, will you ever?